Fat and harmony

"Fate, Destiny, Fate - this all-capitalized intervention of power in the lives of earthly creatures - tempted him early. He was afraid of life, that when he grew up he would not be able to cope with its problems. Everything ordinary repelled him, everything beautiful attracted him. His father's goodness defined him as a hereditary intellectual and emotional magic. Tchaikovsky's nervous nature, tormented by feelings of inferiority, made him related to the most vulnerable classes."